resound, forever

i miss college.

i miss steinhardt. i miss music technology stuff. i miss hectic days filled with homework and projects and papers (well, not so much the last one). i miss yummy dorm food. i miss the fast-paced city life. i miss my band. i miss feeling isolated in a big city. i miss my roommate. i miss my suitemates (except for the one that never talked to anyone). i miss my church acquaintances, even if they're only acquaintances. i miss broadway. i miss all the pretty asian girls walking around campus. i miss all the pretty girls walking around the city. i miss being around musicians and tech geeks. i miss old school mario kart races. i miss old school mario tennis matches. i miss small groups. i miss trying to fall asleep at night while the city fights to keep me awake. i miss random deep conversations with my roommate. i miss sunday brunch at palladium. i miss union square. i miss the combination pizza hut/taco bell that happens to be right next to a wendy's. i miss chicken and rice. i miss partying at my suitemate's swank apartment on park ave. i miss randomly hanging out at my other suitemate's cousin's swank apartment on astor place. i miss good company. i miss the people that lived four floors above me. i miss acing aural comprehension tests in blazing time. i miss the library. i miss doing homework at the library late at night. i miss hayden dining hall. i miss watching my suitemate play video games. i miss that date i went on with the girl who lived down the hall. i miss studying. i miss occasionally stressing. i miss living on mac&cheese and pasta. i miss the nice bookstore. i miss seeing hipsters every day. i miss walking to and from classes. i miss seeing that cute korean girl come in for her cello lesson after mine was finished. i miss meeting that cute korean girl and awkwardly conversing with her. i miss central park. i miss the random smell of garbage along the street. i miss uniqlo. i miss meeting tommy wiseau and greg sestero. i miss feeling motivated to do work. i miss not feeling motivated to do work. i miss all the awesome people i met, even if i didn't actually meet as many people as i would've expected. i miss the cultural diversity. i miss 8 am calc recitation. i miss the smelly fridge. i miss being sexiled. i miss hearing my roommate apologizing for sexiling me. i miss the new chapter in my life...

...i miss it all so much. i don't want to be home anymore, even though i enjoy what i have here. i want to go back to school.