newb attempts at writing lyrics

i'm using blogger as a pseudo-notebook for haphazard poetry.

all these ideas are incomplete.

untitled #1

take off the mask

that you call a face

look inward

to see the filth within you

and dance in it

for you've found what you've been searching

for all your life

you.

untitled #2

finally, i've broken free

away from the ground i will be

and the sky has never seemed so close before

soaring higher through the atmosphere, wanting more

ooooooooooh, ooh-aaaah-ooooh-ooh-ohhhhh-ohhhhhhhh-oooh-ohhhhhhhhhh (x2)

new solo project

gypsy club

note: the picture above doesn't relate to this solo project at all. i posted it b/c i like the giant fake glasses :)

anyway....gypsy club. finally thought of a decent moniker after brainstorming for nearly two weeks. AND no other band/artist uses this name, so there won't be any identity crisis emerging.

i have a vague idea of what musical direction i'd like to take for gypsy club. i won't spill all the details, but i'll mention these few bits:

-i'd like to incorporate both real and MIDI sounds. i've started selling my baseball card collection on ebay, and i'll use the earnings to purchase recording equipment.

-my influences for this project include, but aren't limited to: washed out, toro y moi, neon indian, destro, atlas sound, bjork, no age, and m83.

-i'm hoping to develop gypsy club into something substantial. ideally, i'd like to at least make a 5-6 song EP. who knows, maybe i could play some shows over the summer, although idk to what extent my music can go viral.

-there will be vocals. thanks to technology, i can layer effects on my voice so that i don't have to hear its purest (i.e.- worst) quality in final mixes. also, the musical context for gypsy club requires heavily-effected vocals in the first place. writing lyrics should pose an interesting challenge, since never before have i written any.

that's it for now. i'll continually update on progress.

i'm stoked for this!!! :D

not writing this research paper

currently in dire need of respite...

also, camera obscura was fantastic live. hooray for seeing other music's twitter posts notifying everyone about free in-store concerts an hour before the show!

here's s'more pictures:

i'm starting to have more of those "i'm scared of the future" moments. i lay in bed trying to sleep, but i can't settle myself knowing that the road ahead is completely unsettled, untouched--intangible at the moment. i'm stuck in this little "college bubble," waiting for my turn to pop it, to unleash myself into the outside world. sometimes i'm anxious to escape, and sometimes i wish to never leave.

growing up...it's finally happening. i think everything of it, but i don't know what to really think of everything.

decisions

a bachelor of music with a concentration in technology and a joint mathematics-computer science minor...

...hrm.

college is tiring

coffee still tastes horrible.

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ironically, going to nyu has increased my heterosexuality.

lolz.